7A1B...

Today was a big day for all the candidates of PMR because the result would be come out on today...
When I arrived at my school,my friends were there already.Then,we chatted with each other while waiting for the result...Finally,our principle started giving a short speech at 11:30 p.m. before announcing our result.
What was my result???So nervous at that moment...The answer was seven 'A' and one 'B'!I was so happy at that time although I got one 'B'!!!After my family,friends and teachers knew my result,their response were different with each other.Some people comfort me so that I will not be sad for my 'B' while the others said congratulation to me...
Actually,I am happy and satisfy with my result already because I am not expect myself can get so many A's.So,I was very suprised when I got my result from principle...However I still felt a little bit regret in my deep heart because cannot got straight A's likes other people...So envy them who get straight A's!!!haha...
There is a saying goes,"Never say die!"So,I will not give up myself and will keep it up!"Jia you" to myself!!!

心碎了...

不知从何开始,我发现我越来越憎恨那个人了...
他的存在似乎成了我不快乐的原因...
他的所作所为令我对他感到厌烦...
我对他感到越来越陌生了...
他还是我以前认识的他吗???

变?到底是谁变了???
或许他从来都没有变...
而变的却是我对他的感觉吧...
从不大喜欢变成喜欢,
再从喜欢变成讨厌,
最后竟然变成了憎恨!!!

不要问我为什么...
就是感觉有些不对劲...
也不要问我发生了什么事...
因为有太多事发生了,无法解释...

我与他的距离似乎会越来越远...
甚至是遥不可及......
我不理了...

我会静静地躲在一旁疗伤...
不让任何人发现...
独自地修补我那快破碎的心...
......

Yeah!!!FINALLY!!!

Few weeks ago,my friends and I went to a camp which was nearby Tanjung Mas,Muar.As usual,we need to write a report for the camping.I still remember that the report of last year was written by me only.This year,the history played again.
After resting enough,I started writing the report.The report was quite long.It used up a lot of my time.I couldn't sleep well because I was so scared that my teacher would come to see me and asked me to pass up the report.
Fortunately,she didn't!And...
Finally,I had completed my report just now.Hurray!!!What a relief!
"Sweet dream",said to myself and all of my blog readers.(",)Hehe...

An Enjoyable Night

During last last last Friday which was 16th October 2009,my friends and I went to our teachers' and classmates' houses.My English teacher's name is Madam Siti Fatimah and my classmate is Amirul Aiman.Actually,they live in the same house because their relationship is "mother and son".There is a saying goes,"like mother,like son".Besides going to their house,we also went to another teacher's house who is Encik Jasman.His son who is Mohamad Zaki also is our classmate.Zaki is really a playful boy.He always playing tricks on us.However,we are used of it already.

This is Madam Siti Fatimah.Is she beautiful?

We went to Madam Siti Fatimah's house first.Her house was located in Taman Serom Utama which is just next to SMTI.We used up about twenty minutes to arrive her house.We were welcomed by her husband when we reached at there at 6:30pm.Her house is very big indeed.There are three set of sofa in her house.When we entered her house,she was still busying to prepare food for us in the kitchen.We were so lucky because we got chance to eat the food which were prepared by her.

She had prepared a lot of food for us,such as the delicious local food"satey",Malay's food"ketupat",curry mee,my favourite"pudding",orange juice and so on.We had a nice dinner at her house.She has seven kids,do you believe it?Such a slim lady has seven kids?Possible?Please believe me,it is a fact.I have the evidence.

This is her family photo.

After enjoying the delicious food,we went to another place which is the house of our Civil teacher's house,Encik Jasman.We were welcomed by his wife because Zaki and him were in the surau when we reached at their house.After entering their house,Encik Jasman was just coming back.His wife who is a clerk is very beautiful.She had prepared some mi hun,lontong,curry chicken and some more for us.We enjoyed ourselves very much in their house because Encik Jasman just kept joking with us when we were eating.

Before going back to our house,we got two "angpau"(actually is "qingpau" because they were green in colour)from both of our teachers.The amounts inside the angpau is secret.(",)Then,we said "goodbye" to them and went back to our own house.

The Story of The Naughty Girl

Since I was in the secondary school,some of my teachers always like to use the word "naughty" to describe me.If you want to ask me why,I think I can't answer you.Maybe the answer is because I like to joke with them.But I never mean to harm them.

While in the primary school,my friends and teachers will never use "naughty" to describe me.Do you trust that?I was a prefect of my school when I was Year 4 and 5(or they call Standard 4&5).At that time,I always joted down the names who often make noise in the class and passed it to my teachers.Then,the students who were punished by the teachers began to hate me.Besides,they also asked the others students not to be my friends.They said I am cruel and fierce but not naughty!

I was very low and sad at that moments.My friends became less and less but what can I do?Just crying?Not,I don't.I just always be alone.So,I do not like my life in primary school so much because it was quiet miserable to me.

When I continued my studies in the secondary school,I became a prefect again.From the moments that I became a prefect again,I had told to myself that"Don't be too strict to the students or the history will repeat!"So,I started trying to be softier and more gentle to them besides joking with them.

Soon,I got many new friends in the new school.Beside that,I can communicate with my friends and teachers well,regardless of race and religion.Just like 1 Malaysia!Haha...

In conclusion,I think you will be hard to see the fierce or strict of me again.But it didn't mean that you will be hard to see my serious attitude because I will be serious to some things too.

Goodbye,my dear Golden Opportunity...

好不容易才等到的黄金机会就这样和我擦肩而过了...
好伤心，好伤心...
也不知自己哭了好几次，怨了好几次...
也气到自己的胸口隐隐发痛了好几次...
但我依然感到有些愤怒...
可我知道不管我怎样哭、怎样怨、心再怎样痛，
我依然是错过了这个令我梦寐以求的黄金机会...

我一点都不甘心！
为何我就一定要把这难得的机会拱手让给人？
为何？为何？
我究竟要怎样做，你们才不会把我当做温室里的小花般对待呢？
是时候学会放手让我自己闯一闯了吧？

我承认我仍然是只羽翼未丰的小鸟.
但又有谁敢保证所有的小鸟都不必先试飞就能展翅高飞呢？

也许错过了这难得的机会将会成为我心里一辈子的遗憾吧！
再见了，亲爱的黄金机会！

I had a brush with the golden opportunity
I am very very sad and sad
I cried several times,
Hatred for several times,
Also to my chest dull ache several times...
But I know whatever I had done is just in vain because
I still had a brush with the golden opportunity!

I am not ready!
Why I must take this opportunity surrendering person?
Why? Why?
What should I do so that you will let me go for it?
Is it the right time for you to let me to learn how to be independent?

I admit I was still only fledgling bird.
But there is another who dares to ensure all the birds can fly without first flight?

Perhaps missed the opportunity will be in my heart forever regret!
Goodbye, my dear golden opportunity!

Friend "Indeed"...

Money 錢
↓
It can buy a House
可以用來買房子　
But not a Home
但是不能買一個家　

It can buy a Bed
可以用來買床　
But not Sleep
但是不能買睡眠

It can buy a Clock
可以用來買時鐘　
But not Time
但是不能買時間

It can buy you a Book
可以用來買書　
But not Knowledge
但是不能買到知識

It can buy you a Position
可以用來買職位　
But not Respect
但是不能買到尊敬

It can buy you Medicine
可以用來買藥　
But not Health
但是不能買到健康

It can buy you Blood
可以用來買血
But not Life
但是不能買回生命　

It can buy you Sex
可以用來買性行為　
But not Love
但是不能買到真愛

So you see money isn't everything.
所以金錢不是萬能的　

I tell you all this because I am your Friend,
我之所以告訴你這些道理,是因為我是你真正的朋友
and as your Friend I want to take away your pain and suffering.......
而身為你的朋友,我想要消除你的痛苦
免除你所受的折磨

so send me all your money and I will suffer for you
所以把你的錢都　
寄來吧!　
我決定替你承受
這一切痛苦......　

A true Friend than me you will never find.
你再也不會找到任何一個比我更真心的朋友了

CASH ONLY PLEASE
我只收現金，謝謝!

Haha,so funny! Excerpt from E-mail

静思语

001心美.看什麼都順眼
002福.來自一顆懂得布施的心
003講話要溫和輕柔.態度要謙誠親切
004孝順要及時.行善也要及時
005站在半路.比走到目標.更辛苦
006多原諒別人.多得福.把量放大.福氣大
007心中有愛.才會人見人愛
008幸福不在得到多.而在計較少
009把握當下.就是用心
010待人退一步.愛人寬一步.在人生道中就會活得很快樂
011要得到別人讚嘆.就得先讚嘆別人
012最有力量的菩薩.就是我們的手腦
013不斷發揮生命功能.才是活著的人生
014聽到好話.要如海綿遇水.牢牢吸住
015不要總是要求別人給我什麼.要想我能為別人做什麼
016幫助別人.其實就是在幫助自己
017不要只看到別人外在的污點.卻看不到自己內心的垃圾
018生活有朝氣.活得暢暢快快.工作講求效率.做得踏踏實實
019以愛心待人.以磊落的心胸接物.則人生到處充滿了真善美
020稻穗結得越飽滿.越往下垂.一個人越有成就.越有謙沖的胸襟
021孝首重在順.要體貼親心.聲色柔順.切不可不耐與嫌煩
022人生能被人需要.能夠有份功能.為人付出.才是最幸福的人生
023欣賞他人.就是莊嚴自己
024成功在優點的發揮.失敗是缺點的累積
025"路"必須去走方能到達."苦"必須去受才可消除
026我們應該為別人的成就而生歡喜心
027有量就有福.有福心就靈.是謂"福至心靈"
028常能反省自己有無過失.即得解脫又自在
029學佛就是要善加化解煩惱.尋求心靈的安定
030恆心就如滴水穿石.再大的困難與阻礙也能衝破
031要想家庭吉祥合睦.要常常起歡喜心
032做一切好事要把握時機.也要把握因緣
033捨去昨日的好與壞.把握今日
034知足常樂.甘願做.歡喜受
035生氣是拿別人的過錯來懲罰自己
036人生多一份感恩.就多一份美化
037縮小自我.擴大心胸.工作要歡喜.人與人要感恩
038愛與感恩.能喜淨心中的煩惱
039做好事要騰出時間.這是人生的目的.也是人生的義務
040生命只有數十年.慧命是永遠不滅的
041願要大.志要堅.氣要柔.心要細
042為人處事要小心.細心.但不要小心眼
043能付出愛心就是福.能消除煩惱就是慧
044時時存好心.日日是好日
045口說好話.心享好念.身行好事
046信心.毅力.勇氣三者具備.則天下沒有做不成的事
047口說好話如吐蓮花.口說壞話如吐毒蛇
048太陽光大.父母恩大.君子量大.小人氣大
049理直氣要和.得理要饒人
050人要知福.惜福.再造福
051把貪的念轉為滿足.把滿足的念換做慈悲
052精神如能常滿足.就是最幸福的人生
053改變自己是自救.影響別人是救人
054無欲.無求則力量不盡
055災要自己消.福要自己造.多造福.就可增無量的福報
056愛是無盡的財富.施比受更有福
057想過去是雜念.想未來是妄想.最好把握當下時刻
058平安是福.快樂是慧
059人的心念意境.如能保持開朗清明.則所見.都是美而善的
060紛亂的心田.開不出智慧的花朵
061最好的臉部保養品.就是微笑與善念
062要將心比心.設身處地為別人想一想
063笑容.不但可以表答善意.還可以縮短人際間的距離
064"福"是來自一顆懂得布施的心
065有時煩惱是來自不合理的欲望
066愛護身邊物.惜福常知足
067歡喜和感恩是消除煩惱的力量
068做好事不能少我一個.做壞事不能多我一個
069幸福不在得到多.而在計較少
070臉上有笑容.心中有愛的人最可愛.就是菩薩
071無心去往壞處想.聽任何話都是好話
072師長的責任.只是教導.實賤的路.學生必須自己去走
073心中有愛.才會人見人愛
074忍一時之氣.免百日之憂
075改變別人.不如先改變自己
076常思己過.莫論人非.時時歡喜.時時吉祥
077勿以善小而不為.勿以惡小而為之
078每一天都是做人的開始.每一時刻都是自己的警惕
079笑比皺眉好看.說話比呵斥自然
080去貪就簡.可使心靈得到無比的寧靜與解脫
081求福壽倒不如求平安.平安就是添福壽
082最平常的人最富有
083問心無愧心最安.能夠付出.助人.救人.最是快樂
084待人退一步.愛人寬一寸.在人生道上就會活得很快樂
085最幸福的人就是能寬容與悲憫一切眾生的人
086唯其尊重自己的人.才更勇於縮小自己
087退一步.讓一步.來成全別人.即是修養.即是修行
088面容動作.言談舉止.都是日常生活中修養忍辱得來的
089難行能行.難為能為.才能昇華自我的人格
090人生要為善競爭.分秒必爭
091不要小看自己.因為人有無限的可能
092任何事都是從一個決心.一個種子開始
093再好的機會.福報.如不能把握因緣.一樣會溜走
094有心就有福.有願就有力
095懺悔是心靈的告白.也可以說是精神污染的大掃除
096一個永保感恩心的人.就比較不會陷入困境
097心要像明月一樣.有水就有月.心要像天空一樣.雲開見青天
098心無邪惡.意無邪念.即常可自在.心正則邪不侵
099布施不是有錢人的專利.而是一份虔誠的愛心
100這世界總有比我們悲慘的人.能為別人服務比被服務的人有福

A trip to Madam S.Rositah's House

Yesterday(30 October 2009),I went to my history's teacher house with my good friends who are Mei Ting,Chiew Yee and Qiao Er.Hui Gek did not go with us because she got stomachache.
Teacher's house is very far away from our school.We used up about thirty minutes to reach there.Her house is located in a small "kampung" which called Kampung Telok Rimba.
After arriving her home,we meeted her husband who also is a teacher.I don't know what is his name.They have five sons only.I think that their second son is quite handsome after we meeted their sons.But don't misunderstand.Although her son is quite handsome,he can't attract me so.Actually I like to look at handsome boys.Haha...
We had a nice lunch at her house.We eated some "ketupat",lontong and curry chicken.Besides,we also had some "kelopok" which were tasty and made Mei Ting eated a lot.Then,we went to visit the "sawah" which were near her house.Originally, she's home near the johor state and malacca boundary.
After that,we went home at 02:30p.m.It was a memorable trip to all of us.

考完PMR的日子。。。

“光阴似箭”。转眼间，我们这群2009年PMR考生已经从PMR的统治中独立了！万岁！回想起那“不堪回首”的九个月里，真的是有些愧对老师的感觉；因为我常常因作业太多写不完而无法按时交上一些功课,真是不好意思。在此，我要向所有我对不起的老师说声抱歉，I am sorry but I didn't mean it.
好不容易才熬过了那“艰辛”的岁月（其实也不算什么），现在终于有机会停下来喘口气，歇息、歇息。
虽然已考完试了，但固执的我依然到学校去（虽然在学校有点无聊）。去了几天后，我开始对学校产生了一些厌烦，开始打算直接提早放假算了，反正去学校的人也不多，还有减少的趋势呢！但我还是去了。。。
最近，真的好闷啊！有谁能救我呢？