为何你总是认为我是如此的散漫和懒惰??
为何你总以别人的水准来衡量我的能力??
为何你总是那样的看不起我??
为何你总是一口否认我的能力??
为何你总爱当众羞辱我??
是我犯到了你吗??
是我不听话了吗??
是我伤害了你吗??
是我激怒了你吗??
是我做错事了吗??
是否出生卑微就有罪??
是否出生贫穷就惹人厌??
是否经济能力有限就该被人看不起??
是否成绩比品行重要??
我真的很累...
你是否能认真听听我的解释??
你是否能好好相信我一次??
你是否能好好了解我一下??
你是否能多谅解我一些??
我靠的是实力,
也曾发誓不再作弊,
更不会偷偷问答案,
你却常常逼我做我不想做的事,
但我仍会很坚持地对你说:"我绝不作弊!!"
即使你的惩罚有多重,我依旧坚守着自己的原则,
宁可被罚也不作弊!!
但到了最后...
你依旧没有相信过我......
那双怀疑的眼神,讽刺的语气......
Monday, November 1, 2010
措手不及
是你,让我感受到了人间的温暖
也是你,让我尝到了人世间的冷漠
你的忽冷忽热令我措手不及,
无助的我不知该如何面对才好...
我害怕失去,更害怕拥有,
因为拥有比失去更痛苦,
不曾拥有的又如何会感到痛苦呢?
失去的毕竟是自己曾经拥有的,又怎能不痛苦?
既然你要让我失去,那当初就不该让我拥有...
我的心是脆弱的,
经不起你那残酷的考验,
别再折磨我了,好吗??
也是你,让我尝到了人世间的冷漠
你的忽冷忽热令我措手不及,
无助的我不知该如何面对才好...
我害怕失去,更害怕拥有,
因为拥有比失去更痛苦,
不曾拥有的又如何会感到痛苦呢?
失去的毕竟是自己曾经拥有的,又怎能不痛苦?
既然你要让我失去,那当初就不该让我拥有...
我的心是脆弱的,
经不起你那残酷的考验,
别再折磨我了,好吗??
Friday, September 24, 2010
Confusing...
Yesterday,I was punished by you again.I knew that it was my fault because I didn't finish my homework.You are right to punish me.I am very thankful and grateful for your punishment.I still remember that I didn't yell or scream like others when you were punishing me.This is because I know that it was totally my fault.I am sorry...
I know that many of my friends copy the answer straight directly from the answer sheet given.They did like this so that they will not be punished.How about me?Actually,I am a stubborn girl.I have my own principle and I always try to protect it.So,I didn't copy the answer given.As a result,I was punished by the teacher.Although it was pain,my conscious is still clear.I can face my fault,myself and the teacher without guilty.Can they??However,I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong...The teacher seems like hating me for no handing in my homework.She looked at me angrily and condemned me contemptuously.Her words had shown her incredulous towards me.(T.T)My heart was bleeding at that moment...Is my principle still work?Or I shall better throw it away??To me,she seems like never try to understand me and my background......Is she just want the "speed" but not the "sincerity" in doing homework??
Do you think that the God is unfair?Some people were borned in a silver spoon while others were less fortunate to be borned in a iron spoon...Who can select their parents and family's background at the moments that they were borned??No one,right?When you are rich,you can just do whatever you want without breaking the laws and worrying about others thing.In opposite,you will have to suffer a lot to get the things you want.You have to go through the hardship before you are success.This is one of the difference of rich man and poor man.
To me,time is quite cruel to me.She never wait for me.She just go forward and forward without look back at me.Go to school,work at shop,back to home,do homework,get 5-6 hours sleep...Repeat and repeat...I am quite tired now.I am just only a normal and normal girl.I can't do what a superwoman do...Why the surrounding always forces me to do so.Everyday,I rush for the time.I beg for the time.I cry for time.Time,when can you stop and wait for me,a poor girl.
Nowadays,I feel myself live like a dog.Always get a lot of uncountable tasks...One is just finished while another is coming...Exam is just around the corner...Can I do any revision before it starts??Who knows??Troubles,please leave me alone...I don't want to be friend with you...I am losing courage to face the trouble surrounded me now...How long can I still stand for it??Who knows???
I know that many of my friends copy the answer straight directly from the answer sheet given.They did like this so that they will not be punished.How about me?Actually,I am a stubborn girl.I have my own principle and I always try to protect it.So,I didn't copy the answer given.As a result,I was punished by the teacher.Although it was pain,my conscious is still clear.I can face my fault,myself and the teacher without guilty.Can they??However,I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong...The teacher seems like hating me for no handing in my homework.She looked at me angrily and condemned me contemptuously.Her words had shown her incredulous towards me.(T.T)My heart was bleeding at that moment...Is my principle still work?Or I shall better throw it away??To me,she seems like never try to understand me and my background......Is she just want the "speed" but not the "sincerity" in doing homework??
Do you think that the God is unfair?Some people were borned in a silver spoon while others were less fortunate to be borned in a iron spoon...Who can select their parents and family's background at the moments that they were borned??No one,right?When you are rich,you can just do whatever you want without breaking the laws and worrying about others thing.In opposite,you will have to suffer a lot to get the things you want.You have to go through the hardship before you are success.This is one of the difference of rich man and poor man.
To me,time is quite cruel to me.She never wait for me.She just go forward and forward without look back at me.Go to school,work at shop,back to home,do homework,get 5-6 hours sleep...Repeat and repeat...I am quite tired now.I am just only a normal and normal girl.I can't do what a superwoman do...Why the surrounding always forces me to do so.Everyday,I rush for the time.I beg for the time.I cry for time.Time,when can you stop and wait for me,a poor girl.
Nowadays,I feel myself live like a dog.Always get a lot of uncountable tasks...One is just finished while another is coming...Exam is just around the corner...Can I do any revision before it starts??Who knows??Troubles,please leave me alone...I don't want to be friend with you...I am losing courage to face the trouble surrounded me now...How long can I still stand for it??Who knows???
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Cheating
Today,I thought I should better wash my eyes right after the exams.My third monthly test had just passed today.In other words,today was the last day for the monthly test.During these three days,I had seen something different in the exam hall.So amazing!I couldn't believe about what I had seen.Very unbelievable indeed!
First,some of my friends[I don't wish to mention their name.Who had done will know it.] was busy talking before the exam started.They would only stop talking when the teacher said:"Is time for your test now."Then,just right after the exam finished,their conversation would be like this:"Oh my god,why I didn't read this chapter??","Why I don't know how to do the Mathematics question?","Why the teacher doesn't tell us the question??","Alamak,I forget to read it?","Why the exam is so difficult?"...A lot of "why"will be asked by them.However,there is a question that they will never ask:"Why I want to talk so much before the exam and don't sit and do the revision properly??Why I don't notice that I have affect others?"Every time when I listened to their conservations,I would give myself a smile.I treat their situations as a lesson to me.I know if I want to excel in exam,I should speak less and listen more as what Mr. See had said in this morning.I should do revision earlier and earlier.Don't study at the eleventh hour.This is the lesson what I had learnt from myself and my friends.
Secondly,this was a more serious things that made me feel I had done something wrong.In the exam hall,when the exam was still running,I saw a few students were busy copying the answers.[I think I shouldn't and couldn't mention their names.]Either the teacher's children or not,they dared to ask other students about the answers for the test while the exam was still running.They were willing to share their answer with each other without feeling embarrassed or shy of their behaviour.When their actions were seen by other people,they also didn't mind about what will the people thought about them.They just wanted to score a higher mark.I really can't accept the fact to believe that they will cheat in examination.Is that a crime too??To them,I don't know whether it means...
But,to me,it is a serious crime in my mind.Frankly,I had done cheating in my spelling test in Primary 1 when I was still young.I didn't know why I do it so...I still remember the situation on that day...My Malay's teacher entered the class who was going to give us a spelling test.She was a real Malay person.Maybe I wanted to get hundred marks at that time but I didn't prepare it well.So,I decided to refer to the books during the spelling test.Unfortunately,my teacher had realised about my actions.She was very angry with me and kept calling my name to stop me from copying the words.However she just called my name and doesn't say anymore things.She tried to save my face.Lastly,my conscience stopped me to do it so.At last,I didn't write anything on my book.I knew I was wrong and made the teacher angry.I was very regret at that time.The teacher was angry and scolded me sadly.Later,the Malay teacher had transferred to other school and I didn't see her until now.Although I don't know her name,I will still remember the situation on that day forever.And I promised to myself that I wouldn't repeat my mistakes anymore!I don't want to be a liar anymore.
In short,I just hope that I will not do cheating in exam anymore.I hoped other people can do this so.Please believe me,cheating will not help you in the actual examination.
First,some of my friends[I don't wish to mention their name.Who had done will know it.] was busy talking before the exam started.They would only stop talking when the teacher said:"Is time for your test now."Then,just right after the exam finished,their conversation would be like this:"Oh my god,why I didn't read this chapter??","Why I don't know how to do the Mathematics question?","Why the teacher doesn't tell us the question??","Alamak,I forget to read it?","Why the exam is so difficult?"...A lot of "why"will be asked by them.However,there is a question that they will never ask:"Why I want to talk so much before the exam and don't sit and do the revision properly??Why I don't notice that I have affect others?"Every time when I listened to their conservations,I would give myself a smile.I treat their situations as a lesson to me.I know if I want to excel in exam,I should speak less and listen more as what Mr. See had said in this morning.I should do revision earlier and earlier.Don't study at the eleventh hour.This is the lesson what I had learnt from myself and my friends.
Secondly,this was a more serious things that made me feel I had done something wrong.In the exam hall,when the exam was still running,I saw a few students were busy copying the answers.[I think I shouldn't and couldn't mention their names.]Either the teacher's children or not,they dared to ask other students about the answers for the test while the exam was still running.They were willing to share their answer with each other without feeling embarrassed or shy of their behaviour.When their actions were seen by other people,they also didn't mind about what will the people thought about them.They just wanted to score a higher mark.I really can't accept the fact to believe that they will cheat in examination.Is that a crime too??To them,I don't know whether it means...
But,to me,it is a serious crime in my mind.Frankly,I had done cheating in my spelling test in Primary 1 when I was still young.I didn't know why I do it so...I still remember the situation on that day...My Malay's teacher entered the class who was going to give us a spelling test.She was a real Malay person.Maybe I wanted to get hundred marks at that time but I didn't prepare it well.So,I decided to refer to the books during the spelling test.Unfortunately,my teacher had realised about my actions.She was very angry with me and kept calling my name to stop me from copying the words.However she just called my name and doesn't say anymore things.She tried to save my face.Lastly,my conscience stopped me to do it so.At last,I didn't write anything on my book.I knew I was wrong and made the teacher angry.I was very regret at that time.The teacher was angry and scolded me sadly.Later,the Malay teacher had transferred to other school and I didn't see her until now.Although I don't know her name,I will still remember the situation on that day forever.And I promised to myself that I wouldn't repeat my mistakes anymore!I don't want to be a liar anymore.
In short,I just hope that I will not do cheating in exam anymore.I hoped other people can do this so.Please believe me,cheating will not help you in the actual examination.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Time Management
15 Time Management Tips:
In the meantime, here are 15 practical time management tips to help you get started...
1. Write things down:A common time management mistake is to try to use your memory to keep track of too many details leading to information overload. Using a to-do list to write things down is a great way to take control of your projects and tasks and keep yourself organized.
2. Prioritize your list:Prioritizing your to-do list helps you focus and spend more of your time on the things that really matter to you. Rate your tasks into categories using the ABCD prioritization system described in the time management course.
3. Plan your week:Spend some time at the beginning of each week to plan your schedule. Taking the extra time to do this will help increase your productivity and balance your important long-term projects with your more urgent tasks. All you need is fifteen to thirty minutes each week for your planning session.
4. Carry a notebook:You never know when you are going to have a great idea or brilliant insight. Carry a small notebook with you wherever you go so you can capture your thoughts. If you wait too long to write them down you could forget. Another option is to use a digital recorder.
5. Learn to say no:Many people become overloaded with too much work because they overcommit; they say yes when they really should be saying no. Learn to say no to low priority requests and you will free up time to spend on things that are more important.
6. Think before acting:How many times have you said yes to something you later regretted? Before committing to a new task, stop to think about it before you give your answer. This will prevent you from taking on too much work.
7. Continuously improve yourself:Make time in your schedule to learn new things and develop your natural talents and abilities. For example, you could take a class, attend a training program, or read a book. Continuously improving your knowledge and skills increases your marketability, can help boost your career, and is the most reliable path to financial independence.
8. Think about what you are giving up to do your regular activities:It is a good idea to evaluate regularly how you are spending your time. In some cases, the best thing you can do is to stop doing an activity that is no longer serving you so you can spend the time doing something more valuable. Consider what you are giving up in order to maintain your current activities.
9. Use a time management system:Using a time management system can help you keep track of everything that you need to do, organize and prioritize your work, and develop sound plans to complete it. An integrated system is like glue that holds all the best time management practices together.
10. Identify bad habits:Make a list of bad habits that are stealing your time, sabotaging your goals, and blocking your success. After you do, work on them one at a time and systematically eliminate them from your life. Remember that the easiest way to eliminate a bad habit, it to replace it with a better habit.
11. Don't do other people's work:Are you in the habit of doing other people's work because or a 'hero' mentality? Doing this takes up time that you may not have. Instead, focus on your own projects and goals, learn to delegate effectively, and teach others how to do their own work.
12. Keep a goal journal:Schedule time to set and evaluate your goals. Start a journal and write down your progress for each goal. Go through your goal journal each week to make sure you are on the right track.
Keeping a journal on your computer has never been easier!
13. Don't be a perfectionist:Some tasks don't require your best effort. Sending a short email to a colleague, for example, shouldn't take any more than a few minutes. Learn to distinguish between tasks that deserve to be done excellently and tasks that just need to be done.
14. Beware of "filler"tasks:When you have a to-do list filled with important tasks, be careful not to get distracted by "filler"tasks. Things such as organizing your bookcase or filing papers can wait until you tackle the items that have the highest priority.
15. Avoid "efficiency traps":Being efficient doesn't necessarily mean that you are being productive. Avoid taking on tasks that you can do with efficiency that don't need to be done at all. Just because you are busy and getting things done doesn't mean you are actually accomplishing anything significant.
In the meantime, here are 15 practical time management tips to help you get started...
1. Write things down:A common time management mistake is to try to use your memory to keep track of too many details leading to information overload. Using a to-do list to write things down is a great way to take control of your projects and tasks and keep yourself organized.
2. Prioritize your list:Prioritizing your to-do list helps you focus and spend more of your time on the things that really matter to you. Rate your tasks into categories using the ABCD prioritization system described in the time management course.
3. Plan your week:Spend some time at the beginning of each week to plan your schedule. Taking the extra time to do this will help increase your productivity and balance your important long-term projects with your more urgent tasks. All you need is fifteen to thirty minutes each week for your planning session.
4. Carry a notebook:You never know when you are going to have a great idea or brilliant insight. Carry a small notebook with you wherever you go so you can capture your thoughts. If you wait too long to write them down you could forget. Another option is to use a digital recorder.
5. Learn to say no:Many people become overloaded with too much work because they overcommit; they say yes when they really should be saying no. Learn to say no to low priority requests and you will free up time to spend on things that are more important.
6. Think before acting:How many times have you said yes to something you later regretted? Before committing to a new task, stop to think about it before you give your answer. This will prevent you from taking on too much work.
7. Continuously improve yourself:Make time in your schedule to learn new things and develop your natural talents and abilities. For example, you could take a class, attend a training program, or read a book. Continuously improving your knowledge and skills increases your marketability, can help boost your career, and is the most reliable path to financial independence.
8. Think about what you are giving up to do your regular activities:It is a good idea to evaluate regularly how you are spending your time. In some cases, the best thing you can do is to stop doing an activity that is no longer serving you so you can spend the time doing something more valuable. Consider what you are giving up in order to maintain your current activities.
9. Use a time management system:Using a time management system can help you keep track of everything that you need to do, organize and prioritize your work, and develop sound plans to complete it. An integrated system is like glue that holds all the best time management practices together.
10. Identify bad habits:Make a list of bad habits that are stealing your time, sabotaging your goals, and blocking your success. After you do, work on them one at a time and systematically eliminate them from your life. Remember that the easiest way to eliminate a bad habit, it to replace it with a better habit.
11. Don't do other people's work:Are you in the habit of doing other people's work because or a 'hero' mentality? Doing this takes up time that you may not have. Instead, focus on your own projects and goals, learn to delegate effectively, and teach others how to do their own work.
12. Keep a goal journal:Schedule time to set and evaluate your goals. Start a journal and write down your progress for each goal. Go through your goal journal each week to make sure you are on the right track.
Keeping a journal on your computer has never been easier!
13. Don't be a perfectionist:Some tasks don't require your best effort. Sending a short email to a colleague, for example, shouldn't take any more than a few minutes. Learn to distinguish between tasks that deserve to be done excellently and tasks that just need to be done.
14. Beware of "filler"tasks:When you have a to-do list filled with important tasks, be careful not to get distracted by "filler"tasks. Things such as organizing your bookcase or filing papers can wait until you tackle the items that have the highest priority.
15. Avoid "efficiency traps":Being efficient doesn't necessarily mean that you are being productive. Avoid taking on tasks that you can do with efficiency that don't need to be done at all. Just because you are busy and getting things done doesn't mean you are actually accomplishing anything significant.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
English
Today,I met my teacher,Madam Siti Fatimah in the school.It was quite a long time that I hadn't chat with her.Last year,when she was still teaching me,I could always see her around the school.However since this year,it is hard for me to meet her.Every chance for us to meet each other should be said as depends on our density.She had said that I can see her anytime as I like.I had found her for few times but because of the density,I got no chance to see her.She was not around there.Maybe is the power of density,I met the another teacher who teachs me right now at there every time I went to see Madam Siti Fatimah.Is the density try to pull my leg??haha...Never mind,I will still keep going on to see her when I miss her."Where there is a will,there is a way".Right?
Today,I got chance to chat with Madam Siti Fatimah again.Actually,I enjoy chatting with her every time.This is definitely not because of her son,Aiman.{Madam Nor Laili,I write it in purpose to let you see.haha...}Every time when I chat with her,her words will always give me some inspirations and encouragements.My mood will be in the high spirit too after having a talk with her.I think she had taught me some lessons in being a good person.When I talked with her just now,there were two chinese girls passed by who were amazing that both of us chatted in English.One of the girls said:"Wah!They are chatting in English leh!!So clever......"When I heard these words,I felt very happy,satisfied and grateful towards my teacher.
Last year,she taught my class English.I started loving this subject already when I was in primary school.However,I still can't speak English fluently at the beginning of last year.I was shy to speak English in front of my teachers even in front of my classmates.I seldom opened my mouth during English lessons because I was afraid of making mistakes in speaking.Until the first day that Madam Siti Fatimah entered my class,I didn't know where I got the courage to speak out English.How brave I was during that moment.hehe...^^I still remember the situation of that day during her class.Maybe this was a historical moment for me.And since that day I started my first step to learn on how to speak in English confidently.I always tried to find any opportunity to speak English with her.After half year,I could speak in front of her and my classmates already.Until today,I can speak English confidently with her,my friends and my teachers.Besides,I can write essay in English better than before.During my oral tests,I feel less nervous now.So,I am very thankful and grateful towards her.
If she never become my English's teacher,maybe I just start learning to speak in English now.I have a good English's teacher now too.She is Madam Lee Meow Ling.She is as good as Madam Siti Fatimah in my heart.Both of them are very kind,beautiful,caring,dedication,serious,like to make jokes with me and so on.However,there is a fact that Madam Lee is more fierce than Madam Siti Fatimah.This is true,please believe me.haha...
Don't forget about my former Mathematic's teacher,Ms Eng and my former ICT's teacher,Madam Nor Laili.They are as good as Madam Lee and Madam Siti Fatimah.All of them are serious and caring person.Although they have some difference between each other,I still like them.They taught me the meaning of life;they tried to make the situation in the class become lively;they are dedication in teaching us and so on.So grateful because I can meet them in my life.;-pThank you very much to all of my teachers!!!Thank you.
Today,I got chance to chat with Madam Siti Fatimah again.Actually,I enjoy chatting with her every time.This is definitely not because of her son,Aiman.{Madam Nor Laili,I write it in purpose to let you see.haha...}Every time when I chat with her,her words will always give me some inspirations and encouragements.My mood will be in the high spirit too after having a talk with her.I think she had taught me some lessons in being a good person.When I talked with her just now,there were two chinese girls passed by who were amazing that both of us chatted in English.One of the girls said:"Wah!They are chatting in English leh!!So clever......"When I heard these words,I felt very happy,satisfied and grateful towards my teacher.
Last year,she taught my class English.I started loving this subject already when I was in primary school.However,I still can't speak English fluently at the beginning of last year.I was shy to speak English in front of my teachers even in front of my classmates.I seldom opened my mouth during English lessons because I was afraid of making mistakes in speaking.Until the first day that Madam Siti Fatimah entered my class,I didn't know where I got the courage to speak out English.How brave I was during that moment.hehe...^^I still remember the situation of that day during her class.Maybe this was a historical moment for me.And since that day I started my first step to learn on how to speak in English confidently.I always tried to find any opportunity to speak English with her.After half year,I could speak in front of her and my classmates already.Until today,I can speak English confidently with her,my friends and my teachers.Besides,I can write essay in English better than before.During my oral tests,I feel less nervous now.So,I am very thankful and grateful towards her.
If she never become my English's teacher,maybe I just start learning to speak in English now.I have a good English's teacher now too.She is Madam Lee Meow Ling.She is as good as Madam Siti Fatimah in my heart.Both of them are very kind,beautiful,caring,dedication,serious,like to make jokes with me and so on.However,there is a fact that Madam Lee is more fierce than Madam Siti Fatimah.This is true,please believe me.haha...
Don't forget about my former Mathematic's teacher,Ms Eng and my former ICT's teacher,Madam Nor Laili.They are as good as Madam Lee and Madam Siti Fatimah.All of them are serious and caring person.Although they have some difference between each other,I still like them.They taught me the meaning of life;they tried to make the situation in the class become lively;they are dedication in teaching us and so on.So grateful because I can meet them in my life.;-pThank you very much to all of my teachers!!!Thank you.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Relaxing
I am a simple girl but I have a complex mind...
I always think of something when I do anything,
walking,eating,drinking,reading,seeing,listening,jogging,writing,mopping...
even when I am listening to the teacher's lessons...
Sometimes,I cannot stop my mind...
What is in my mind actually???
The answer is all the things surrounding me...
My family,friends,teachers,customers,school life,homework and so on...
So,I think I have thought too much already sometimes...
My teacher advised me not to compare everything with others,
not to demand anyone be what you want him/her to be,
not to order anyone to follow your behaviour...
And be appreciated for what you have had,
be grateful to the people who had helped you,
be brave to what problems you are facing,
be cheerful everyday in your life...
because time will not stop whether you are happy or sad......
Recently,I try to accept the facts that I am facing,
try not to compare everything with others,
try to discipline myself,
try to relax myself,
try to appreciate the things I have...
Mm...That sounds great and wonderful...
It makes me feel more comfortable and just like living in a happiness world...
So,just relax ourselves and be calm to face any problems.
Because sometimes something or someone should be slow and steady.;-p
Slow and steady can be a winner too.
I always think of something when I do anything,
walking,eating,drinking,reading,seeing,listening,jogging,writing,mopping...
even when I am listening to the teacher's lessons...
Sometimes,I cannot stop my mind...
What is in my mind actually???
The answer is all the things surrounding me...
My family,friends,teachers,customers,school life,homework and so on...
So,I think I have thought too much already sometimes...
My teacher advised me not to compare everything with others,
not to demand anyone be what you want him/her to be,
not to order anyone to follow your behaviour...
And be appreciated for what you have had,
be grateful to the people who had helped you,
be brave to what problems you are facing,
be cheerful everyday in your life...
because time will not stop whether you are happy or sad......
Recently,I try to accept the facts that I am facing,
try not to compare everything with others,
try to discipline myself,
try to relax myself,
try to appreciate the things I have...
Mm...That sounds great and wonderful...
It makes me feel more comfortable and just like living in a happiness world...
So,just relax ourselves and be calm to face any problems.
Because sometimes something or someone should be slow and steady.;-p
Slow and steady can be a winner too.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Sweet Sixteen
Today,I receive many "happy birthday" from my friends.I want to wish myself:"happy birthday and sweet sixteen!" too.Start from today,22nd May 2010,I am older one more year .I am sixteen now!Since I have grown up one year now,I hope that myself can be more sensible,more generous,more active and can control my own temper.So,I hope that I can "hijrah" from the bad side to the better side.
I always hear people say that start from sweet sixteen is the best time for girls.hehe...I wish that I can hold all the opportunities that appear in my life without any regret.Few years ago,a boy who was my classmate before asked me to be his girlfriend.He said that he loved me and wanted to woo me.However,I had rejected him.There are some reasons for me to do so.First,my parents will be very angry if I date with any boys at the age of thirteen.Secondly,my sisters and brother had shown me the result of dating in the early age.I don't want myself to be the next one.I want to have a better future for my life and my family.The teachers always said:"Only education can change one's life."I hope that I will not be poor after ten years.They also said that:"The boys in your class may not be the best choice for your life's partner."Beside that,I always got a lot of homework that need to be done.Furthermore,he is still a boy and cannot afford his own expenses yet.How can he afford my expenses so??by his parents' money?No!!I won't let him to do so.
He also told me that he was willing to wait for me to finish my university studies.But he didn't try his best in his studies.His attitude always made the teachers angry.Now,we are in the different class.Is he still waiting for me???I dare not to think about it...
Today,I had received many greetings from my teachers,family and friends.They are Mdm Siti Fatimah,Ms Eng,Lee Wee,Taufiq(who made me awake in his wishing),Nadia,Qiao Er,Chiew Yee and some other old friends.Thank you to all of you who wish me from your bottom of heart.With all of your wishing,I will try my best to have a sweet sixteen and better future.I am very grateful because god let me to meet the people who always care about me.Very touching...hehe...
"Life doesn't require that we be the best,only that we try the best!"First of all,I hope that I can finish reading 100 books in different languages at the end of the year 2010.In addition,I want to pass my SPM exam in the coming year with flying colours!I will try my best to reach my target.Jia you!All the best!!!Yeah!
I always hear people say that start from sweet sixteen is the best time for girls.hehe...I wish that I can hold all the opportunities that appear in my life without any regret.Few years ago,a boy who was my classmate before asked me to be his girlfriend.He said that he loved me and wanted to woo me.However,I had rejected him.There are some reasons for me to do so.First,my parents will be very angry if I date with any boys at the age of thirteen.Secondly,my sisters and brother had shown me the result of dating in the early age.I don't want myself to be the next one.I want to have a better future for my life and my family.The teachers always said:"Only education can change one's life."I hope that I will not be poor after ten years.They also said that:"The boys in your class may not be the best choice for your life's partner."Beside that,I always got a lot of homework that need to be done.Furthermore,he is still a boy and cannot afford his own expenses yet.How can he afford my expenses so??by his parents' money?No!!I won't let him to do so.
He also told me that he was willing to wait for me to finish my university studies.But he didn't try his best in his studies.His attitude always made the teachers angry.Now,we are in the different class.Is he still waiting for me???I dare not to think about it...
Today,I had received many greetings from my teachers,family and friends.They are Mdm Siti Fatimah,Ms Eng,Lee Wee,Taufiq(who made me awake in his wishing),Nadia,Qiao Er,Chiew Yee and some other old friends.Thank you to all of you who wish me from your bottom of heart.With all of your wishing,I will try my best to have a sweet sixteen and better future.I am very grateful because god let me to meet the people who always care about me.Very touching...hehe...
"Life doesn't require that we be the best,only that we try the best!"First of all,I hope that I can finish reading 100 books in different languages at the end of the year 2010.In addition,I want to pass my SPM exam in the coming year with flying colours!I will try my best to reach my target.Jia you!All the best!!!Yeah!
Friday, April 30, 2010
Forgiveness
During this a few days,I was very unsatisfied with my teacher's decision.She let my friends and I to sit at the back in the class.We all together are six.Three of us are short sight.And the worst thing is that we all are quite short.It is very difficult for us to look at the blackboard clearly.And the boys who sit our seats are very naughty and noisy during the class.That is why we exchange our seats with them.So,I was in a low spirit during this a few days.I prefer to sit in front of the class so that I can be more concentrated and listen to my teacher more clearly."I want to change back to my own seat.I don't want to sit at behind..."These are the words that I wish to say to my teacher.However,I think it is useless so I didn't say anything.But I still feel angry with this.
So,I try to accept the order that is given by the teacher.I try to console myself and calm down myself.I try to change an angle to go through the matter.Finally,I am success now.I can accept the facts already and I try to ask forgiveness from my teacher.I know she had realised my unusual reaction because I just hold my tongue in the class during this a few days.Actually,I was trying to calm down myself at that time.Besides,she also discussed with other teachers about this matter.She know I am unhappy now.She also tried to ask forgiveness from me but I neglected it.I was very angry indeed during the days.
Today,I went to the teachers' room to look for the teacher who I was angry with.I told her about what I was unsatisfied with and what I am thinking now.I wanted to ask for her forgiveness for what I had done.Last but not least,she forgive me then.I also tried to forgive myself at the same time.
In conclusion,if our life is full with forgiving,we will feel that our life is better than now.Forgiveness will bring you to a better future.So,I hope that all the people in the world will always be forgiving person.Long life,forgiveness!!!
So,I try to accept the order that is given by the teacher.I try to console myself and calm down myself.I try to change an angle to go through the matter.Finally,I am success now.I can accept the facts already and I try to ask forgiveness from my teacher.I know she had realised my unusual reaction because I just hold my tongue in the class during this a few days.Actually,I was trying to calm down myself at that time.Besides,she also discussed with other teachers about this matter.She know I am unhappy now.She also tried to ask forgiveness from me but I neglected it.I was very angry indeed during the days.
Today,I went to the teachers' room to look for the teacher who I was angry with.I told her about what I was unsatisfied with and what I am thinking now.I wanted to ask for her forgiveness for what I had done.Last but not least,she forgive me then.I also tried to forgive myself at the same time.
In conclusion,if our life is full with forgiving,we will feel that our life is better than now.Forgiveness will bring you to a better future.So,I hope that all the people in the world will always be forgiving person.Long life,forgiveness!!!
Friday, April 2, 2010
Thank you,teacher!
As I said in my last post,I do my homework everyday until late at night.I just sleep less than eight hour everyday.So,my health is getting down after a long period.Not only my sisters but also my teachers say I look very pale everyday.My teacher told me that when she has first look at me every morning,my face has told her that my body is very weak and my spirit seems like is not around.
Yes!I can't deny that what she had said!I also feel that myself is getting weak...This is because I just eat two meals which are brelunch(breakfast+lunch) and dinner per day besides just sleep for a few hour.If I don't finish the homework(s) on time,my teachers will punish me.So,I am forced to sacrifice my sleep to avoid the punishment or "reward" from my teachers.I know all of my teachers just want us to be excellent in academic.That is why they give us a lot of homework.As the saying goes,"Practice make perfect."As a result,I always try my best to finish as many homework as I can...
On the other hand,some of my teachers especially Mdm Siti Fatimah and Ms Eng also worry about my health.When we meet each other in the school,they will ask about my lastest condition.How is my study going on?Do I face any problem in school?Beside that,they always give me advise and encourage me to do something which are positive.They always show me the way to success.I am very touching and feel grateful towards them.They make me understand that there are still some people who care about me besides my family.Very touching indeed!(This is because I had some unhappy experiences while I was in primary school.)
Thank you,Mdm Siti Fatimah!Thank you,Ms Eng!Thank you to all the teachers who care about me!You all are just like the lamps in my life!I love you all!Thanks a lot!For sure,I will try my best to pass my SPM in the coming year with flying colours!I will do it as good as I can!Moreover,I will take good care of myself first before I start pursuing what I want.
Come to the end of the post today.I hope all of the people surrounding me will be in the pink of health!I will study with the spirit of "never say die"!Say to myself again:Keep it up!!!Jia You!
Yes!I can't deny that what she had said!I also feel that myself is getting weak...This is because I just eat two meals which are brelunch(breakfast+lunch) and dinner per day besides just sleep for a few hour.If I don't finish the homework(s) on time,my teachers will punish me.So,I am forced to sacrifice my sleep to avoid the punishment or "reward" from my teachers.I know all of my teachers just want us to be excellent in academic.That is why they give us a lot of homework.As the saying goes,"Practice make perfect."As a result,I always try my best to finish as many homework as I can...
On the other hand,some of my teachers especially Mdm Siti Fatimah and Ms Eng also worry about my health.When we meet each other in the school,they will ask about my lastest condition.How is my study going on?Do I face any problem in school?Beside that,they always give me advise and encourage me to do something which are positive.They always show me the way to success.I am very touching and feel grateful towards them.They make me understand that there are still some people who care about me besides my family.Very touching indeed!(This is because I had some unhappy experiences while I was in primary school.)
Thank you,Mdm Siti Fatimah!Thank you,Ms Eng!Thank you to all the teachers who care about me!You all are just like the lamps in my life!I love you all!Thanks a lot!For sure,I will try my best to pass my SPM in the coming year with flying colours!I will do it as good as I can!Moreover,I will take good care of myself first before I start pursuing what I want.
Come to the end of the post today.I hope all of the people surrounding me will be in the pink of health!I will study with the spirit of "never say die"!Say to myself again:Keep it up!!!Jia You!
Friday, March 26, 2010
New Life of New Year-2010
Telah pun kita menjelang tahun 2010...
Telah pun saya menjadi pelajar tingkatan 4...
Telah pun saya berada di SMK Bukit Gambir selama tiga tahun...
Tahun ini tahun keempat saya berada di sini...
Tahniah bahawa saya telah berjaya masuk aliran sains...
Selepas saya masuk tingkatan empat,barulah saya tahu apa itu kerja rumah yang tak dapat disiap-siapkan.Kerja rumah macam tak habis-habis punya.Sedih+Penat+Sibuk=???(tak dapat dicakap melalui perkataan)Kalau dapat siapkan kerja-kerja rumah yang begitu banyak,cikgu akan beranggap bahawa kamu adalah pelajar yang rajin.Kalau tidak,cikgu akan siapkan awak!!!
"kiri,kiri,kiri kanan kiri..."Itulah kehidupan saya pada permulaan tahun ini.Tiap-tiap hari,selepas waktu belajar,saya dan kawan saya perlu tinggal dekat sekolah(untuk latihan kawad kaki)sampai pukul lima petang lebih baru balik ke rumah masing-masing.Sesampai ke kedai mak saya,saya perlu menyiapkan kerja saya seperti menyapu lantai,mengelap lantai,mencuci cawan dan lain-lain lagi sebelum saya pulang ke rumah saya.Selepas mandi dan makan,masa sudah sampai pukul tujuh malam lebih...Masa inilah baru saya dapat mulai membuatkan kerja rumah.Kalau saya tak dapat siapkan kerja rumah,saya pun terpaksa tidak tidur untuk menyiapkan mereka lagi.
Finally,hari sukan sekolah saya telah lalui.Saya ingat beban saya telah menjadi ringan sikit...Siapa tahu selepas hari sukan,kerja rumah yang dibagikan oleh cikgu pun menjadi semakin banyak...Pada masa yang sama,kesihatan mak saya telah muncul sedikit masalah...
Betapa bertuahnya saya ini!!!Tuhan telah memberikan ujian yang begitu mencabar kepada saya...Inilah masa untuk saya menunjukkan ketabahan dan keberanian saya terhadap Tuhan...Pada pendapat saya,cabaran ini akan menjadi pengalaman yang baik bagi saya pada masa hadapan.Jadi,saya akan menghadapi cabaran ini dengan hati yang tabah dan pemikiran yang positif.Semoga saya dapat mengalami kesukaran ini dengan lancar...
Begitulah akhirnya esei saya pada hari ini...Semoga ibu saya dapat cepat pulih...
Dan saya akan meneruskan usaha saya lagi dalam pelajaran saya...
Keep it up!!!Never say die!!!Jia You!!!
Telah pun saya menjadi pelajar tingkatan 4...
Telah pun saya berada di SMK Bukit Gambir selama tiga tahun...
Tahun ini tahun keempat saya berada di sini...
Tahniah bahawa saya telah berjaya masuk aliran sains...
Selepas saya masuk tingkatan empat,barulah saya tahu apa itu kerja rumah yang tak dapat disiap-siapkan.Kerja rumah macam tak habis-habis punya.Sedih+Penat+Sibuk=???(tak dapat dicakap melalui perkataan)Kalau dapat siapkan kerja-kerja rumah yang begitu banyak,cikgu akan beranggap bahawa kamu adalah pelajar yang rajin.Kalau tidak,cikgu akan siapkan awak!!!
"kiri,kiri,kiri kanan kiri..."Itulah kehidupan saya pada permulaan tahun ini.Tiap-tiap hari,selepas waktu belajar,saya dan kawan saya perlu tinggal dekat sekolah(untuk latihan kawad kaki)sampai pukul lima petang lebih baru balik ke rumah masing-masing.Sesampai ke kedai mak saya,saya perlu menyiapkan kerja saya seperti menyapu lantai,mengelap lantai,mencuci cawan dan lain-lain lagi sebelum saya pulang ke rumah saya.Selepas mandi dan makan,masa sudah sampai pukul tujuh malam lebih...Masa inilah baru saya dapat mulai membuatkan kerja rumah.Kalau saya tak dapat siapkan kerja rumah,saya pun terpaksa tidak tidur untuk menyiapkan mereka lagi.
Finally,hari sukan sekolah saya telah lalui.Saya ingat beban saya telah menjadi ringan sikit...Siapa tahu selepas hari sukan,kerja rumah yang dibagikan oleh cikgu pun menjadi semakin banyak...Pada masa yang sama,kesihatan mak saya telah muncul sedikit masalah...
Betapa bertuahnya saya ini!!!Tuhan telah memberikan ujian yang begitu mencabar kepada saya...Inilah masa untuk saya menunjukkan ketabahan dan keberanian saya terhadap Tuhan...Pada pendapat saya,cabaran ini akan menjadi pengalaman yang baik bagi saya pada masa hadapan.Jadi,saya akan menghadapi cabaran ini dengan hati yang tabah dan pemikiran yang positif.Semoga saya dapat mengalami kesukaran ini dengan lancar...
Begitulah akhirnya esei saya pada hari ini...Semoga ibu saya dapat cepat pulih...
Dan saya akan meneruskan usaha saya lagi dalam pelajaran saya...
Keep it up!!!Never say die!!!Jia You!!!
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