Forgiveness

During this a few days,I was very unsatisfied with my teacher's decision.She let my friends and I to sit at the back in the class.We all together are six.Three of us are short sight.And the worst thing is that we all are quite short.It is very difficult for us to look at the blackboard clearly.And the boys who sit our seats are very naughty and noisy during the class.That is why we exchange our seats with them.So,I was in a low spirit during this a few days.I prefer to sit in front of the class so that I can be more concentrated and listen to my teacher more clearly."I want to change back to my own seat.I don't want to sit at behind..."These are the words that I wish to say to my teacher.However,I think it is useless so I didn't say anything.But I still feel angry with this.

So,I try to accept the order that is given by the teacher.I try to console myself and calm down myself.I try to change an angle to go through the matter.Finally,I am success now.I can accept the facts already and I try to ask forgiveness from my teacher.I know she had realised my unusual reaction because I just hold my tongue in the class during this a few days.Actually,I was trying to calm down myself at that time.Besides,she also discussed with other teachers about this matter.She know I am unhappy now.She also tried to ask forgiveness from me but I neglected it.I was very angry indeed during the days.

Today,I went to the teachers' room to look for the teacher who I was angry with.I told her about what I was unsatisfied with and what I am thinking now.I wanted to ask for her forgiveness for what I had done.Last but not least,she forgive me then.I also tried to forgive myself at the same time.

In conclusion,if our life is full with forgiving,we will feel that our life is better than now.Forgiveness will bring you to a better future.So,I hope that all the people in the world will always be forgiving person.Long life,forgiveness!!!

Thank you,teacher!

As I said in my last post,I do my homework everyday until late at night.I just sleep less than eight hour everyday.So,my health is getting down after a long period.Not only my sisters but also my teachers say I look very pale everyday.My teacher told me that when she has first look at me every morning,my face has told her that my body is very weak and my spirit seems like is not around.

Yes!I can't deny that what she had said!I also feel that myself is getting weak...This is because I just eat two meals which are brelunch(breakfast+lunch) and dinner per day besides just sleep for a few hour.If I don't finish the homework(s) on time,my teachers will punish me.So,I am forced to sacrifice my sleep to avoid the punishment or "reward" from my teachers.I know all of my teachers just want us to be excellent in academic.That is why they give us a lot of homework.As the saying goes,"Practice make perfect."As a result,I always try my best to finish as many homework as I can...

On the other hand,some of my teachers especially Mdm Siti Fatimah and Ms Eng also worry about my health.When we meet each other in the school,they will ask about my lastest condition.How is my study going on?Do I face any problem in school?Beside that,they always give me advise and encourage me to do something which are positive.They always show me the way to success.I am very touching and feel grateful towards them.They make me understand that there are still some people who care about me besides my family.Very touching indeed!(This is because I had some unhappy experiences while I was in primary school.)

Thank you,Mdm Siti Fatimah!Thank you,Ms Eng!Thank you to all the teachers who care about me!You all are just like the lamps in my life!I love you all!Thanks a lot!For sure,I will try my best to pass my SPM in the coming year with flying colours!I will do it as good as I can!Moreover,I will take good care of myself first before I start pursuing what I want.

Come to the end of the post today.I hope all of the people surrounding me will be in the pink of health!I will study with the spirit of "never say die"!Say to myself again:Keep it up!!!Jia You!