Friday, February 25, 2011

Rest In Peace,mother...

Lossing of you is really a deep cut in my heart...
Missing of you is really a miserable day in my life...
Although I had preparation for it before,I still felt heartbroken...
To be strong,is easier say than done...
Actually,I still can't believe and accept it...
I don't know how to cry already...
Tears had been dried up...
Heart is still bleeding...
Many hows and whys still in my mind and heart...

Mother,I am so sorry for what I had done...
I didn't appreciate the time when we were together...
I always busy myself with a lot of homework...
I always busy myself with a lof of tuition class...
I seldom leave out more time to be together with you...
I had neglected you after I started to study in Form 5...

I am very very sorry...
That is what only I can say right now...
Mother,as what I had promised to you,I would be good and study hard...
Don't worry about me and the family...
Please Rest In Peace...

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Responsible

Chinese New Year is coming again.Everyone feels excited for it!I,am not excepted too!However I got a bad news few days ago...I should not mention it right now because I don't want to spoil the happy mood...

After Year 2011 came,I find that I seems like have grown up a lot already.The "grow up" isn't mean my physical but the field of mental.Nowadays,I have to be responsible for what I have done and what I have said.Everything I have to start to handle it by myself.I can make the decision by myself in doing something.A few days ago,I have got my license!!Yeepi!The more I have been in the world the more responsible I have to take...It is a process of grown-up,right??I will try to enjoy it!=]

I have gone through many things in this couple of days:the happy one,the sad one,the enjoyable one,the annoyed one,the bitter one,the sweet one......Whatever they are,they are still one part of my life.=)I have to accept all of them.

Well,I will try my best in everyday of my life in order to make it become wonderful and colourful!I will learn to take the necessary responsible to myself!Go on,girl!=)