Down...

Recently,my spirit is really very very low...
I wonder what I am doing is right or not...
What will my stubborn bring me to?
Hell or paradise???

Sad,depressed,disappointed,unhappy,stressed...
Even I am humiliated,I am lazy to explain to people too...
Because people will not trust me after listening my explanation...
Explanation does not make sense at all...
They already labelled me with negative sign...
What I can do is to accept it...(T.T)

Whatever,
I will still keep trying for the best...
May god give me the strength continually in my life...
Thank god!Amitabha.

感情太细腻...

感情太细腻的人
总是轻易地被别人的一个不经意所影响与伤害......

对你的观察越入微，
你的不经意就越容易影响我、伤害我......

我执着，我任性，
我好傻，我天真，
即使被你伤了上千回，
我依旧对你死心塌地；
而你却依旧对我忽冷忽热，
让我难受不已......

不知哭了好几回，
但那悲伤的情绪依旧纠缠着我......

为何？为何？
为何我要如此折磨自己？？？

是傻？是执着？是天真？还是笨？