12.17am
A new day starts..
Many years ago, I have been in this situation - helping out at my family's shop during school holidays. Each time when the holidays came, I would make a wish so that I could spend some time on my studies during holidays. However, after so many years, I still could not make it real...
Sometimes, I envied my friends who have so much time that they could bathe in it. They could sleep late and of course, wake up late. They could watch dramas and movies as well as go for shopping during the holidays. They could even spend their holidays oversea. But for me, I spend my time at the shop everytime...
Sometimes, I would console myself - people who have so much time might not realise it and they tend to spend their time unwisely. Some of them never cherish for what they have and keep complaining that they are so bored. Indeed, some of them really do not realise that they are wasting their time.
Whenever the holidays are coming to its end, I would be busy with my homework/assignments at night. There is not much time for me to spend on my studies during daylight. Additionally, I would be very tensed when the end of holidays is just around the corner...
I do not know what the future would be. Will I still face the same problems after one year, five years, or even after ten years? Who knows?
No matter what, life still carries on. ;-)
