百字短文1

好久没写短文了，一时的灵感促使我写下了一篇百字短文如下：

“从前，有个受了伤的小女孩在偶然间获得了一双隐形的翅膀。从此，她便插上这双翅膀云游四海。

多年以后，经过岁月的洗礼，小女孩已从昔日娇小柔弱的她锐变成今日坚强独立的少女。

现在，她觉得累了，毅然决定把翅膀卸下，停留在高处眺望远方。”

如有错误，请多多指教。😊

一时感触

想找个人，
出去看部电影，
喝杯下午茶，
聊些心事，
再来个温馨的晚餐。

生活若能如此简单，
对我来说，那就算是最大的幸福了。

只可惜，我的想象力总是太丰富；
现实生活总是无法满足我；
亦找不到一个合适的人选。

所以，
只好摸摸自己的头，
看着手上的课业指示，
对自己说：
“总算有个时间让自己好好坐下来研究课业了。是时候做Assignment了！”

哈哈哈...

A familiar scene

This morning, I saw a familiar scene when I was out for brunch: A mother was helping her daughter to test a new dress. I just looked at the child and smiled quietly. It reminded me of my late mother. When I was young, mama used to bring me to buy new dress when the New Year was just around the corner. That is one of the ways for a mother to show her love towards her daughter. Due to the economic stress, I could only have one new dress per year. So, I was always happy and excited when the New Year was coming. 

After graduating from secondary school and came to study in this college, I started to have chance to buy things on my own. I'm given a sum for every semester by the authority which is a financial aid for me to spend in books, food and fees in this college. I feel grateful for mama has always advised and reminded me to study hard so that I can get scolarship to support myself in study. She once said that, "You have to save money and try to get scholarship from authority as mama is getting older when you reach the age of going to college. If you don't save money, mama is too old to work for your study fees at that point of time."

With the scholarship, I manage to buy myself something that I can never have before. I have a lot of my first time experiences with my coursemates. It's such a pity that mama was not there when I bought my first dress in life and my first pair of high heels for dinner. She had missed the chances to witness all these...

Well, I miss her badly now. Hope she is doing well in the place she is in right now.

Still, pray hard and hope for the best! Cross your fingers and everything is going to be fine. :)

Phone was dying

Today, I experienced something special in life. What do you think it is?

If you found out that your phone was dying suddenly when you just arrived at the hostel, how would you react?

Well, I couldn't stop laughing at myself, and told myself, "that's life!"

The story began like this: I found out that my phone suddenly switched off by itself and could not be switched on again. What made it worse was that I just arrived at the hostel of my college. How am I going to contact with people later?

However, from a positive perspective, I think it is time for me to apart myself from the world temporarily and have a good time to make a deep reflection in myself. Perhaps a world without any technology advice would bring you back to the originality of life. A world without phone ringing is peace and comfortable. It suits for reading and writing the best. :)

Isn't that can be considered as a good thing too?

Life is full with ups and downs. Just enjoy every moment that you are having regardless how good or bad the situation is. Cheers! :)

Life in May and Sem Break

After checking in the Dashboard, I just realised that my last post here was one month ago.
Where had I been? What had I done? Who had I get along with? Did I meet any new friends or try something new in life? Well, I'm going to tell the story now.. LOL

Where have you been?

May was a busy month for me as my final exam for 1st semester of Degree Life fell in it. In other words, I had been busy with my exam in May. To me, all four of the subjects are killing papers. =P Hope that I am not killed in an over scary manner by them since the result is coming out soon. hehe.. On the last day of the exam, it was my birthday which made me leap from 1 to 2. Twenty years old now! Should be more mature. =P So, no special celebration for it. Haha..

Happy 20th! Don't feel old. =P

After the last papers, holidays which longed for one month had come. It's time to plan your holidays. There is a saying goes, "If you fail to plan, then you plan to fail." It sounds scary, right? But I think it is true! My plan for this holidays is quite simple: I hope I can enjoy reading novel and carry out the plan which can't be done during school days. Simplicity is happiness. :)

Wanting less is better.

So, how's my plan? Smooth or disturbed by something else?

In my opinion, I think it is considered as smooth. I did enjoy reading the novel and have done something that I could not done during school days. Additionally, I have tried something new. I went to Malacca for 4 days and 3 nights as a so-called "working trip" because I went to stay at my sister's house to help her in business. During that time, I did try some must-eat local food. Hehe.. So blessed! I went for movies on Wednesdays. Besides, I feed and take care of the tortoises in my house as if they are my children. I help them to change their water and talk to them almost everyday. Sounds like a liitle bit insane, right? haha.. Apart from that, I also feed the fish that are kept in the shop and talk to them. My sisters must be thinking that something is wrong with their youngest sister. LOL.. Furthermore, I help my sister to pull out the wild grass at her new house to ensure that her plants can grow up better. Cleaning our own house is part of my duty as well. Don't be suprised that I keep mentioning my sisters. They are different people as mentioned earlier because I have four sisters. That's why I went here and there to help them who live in different place. For me, it's a blessing too.

In conclusion, this holidays sounds like better and more interesting than other time. Perhaps it is because I start to look at things differently. Some people who look like evil may have a different story behind it. Every thing can be looked in from a different angle if you are willing to. Thanks god for sending positive people to teach me how to live a life in a more positive way.

Keep calm and blow bubbles. =P

May God bless you. :)

Stress???

Stress???

Stress???

No, I'm not that stress. Haha.. =P

Recently, my college is full with stress!! You can even smell stress when you breathe in the air. Almost everyone in the college is so stressed as the final exam is just around the corner.

Stress is everywhere!

As for me, I don't want to put a lot of stress in myself. Life is so short! Why should we put in all our efforts and spirit to the examination system when exam is just part of our life journey? I don't know who is the creator of examination. However, I dislike the examination system. Due to the exam system, the public holds the perception that "people who score higher and pass the exam with flying colours are people who have a brighter future". Students or scholars who can't achieve high in their exams or tests are considered as "not bright enough".

Am I stupid?

Actually, everyone has his/her own talent inside him/herself. Some might be talented in studying while some might be excellent in cooking; some are good in designing and decorating whereas some are good in managing people. There are many other more things that people are talented in. Everyone has his/her own special skills. Then, why should the public judge people based on their academic's performance? Does it mean that people with higher performance in academic have better living skills such as doing household or cooking a meal? For sure, the answer is NO! This is because you can never ask a fish to climb the tree and a bird to swim in water.

Don't worry, we are all talented in our own way! :)

As we have just learnt in "Child Development" course, everyone needs somebody to encourage them to do better in life as all human beings always need recognitions and acknowledgements from others. So, never discourage a person who has weak performance in academic but do better in other fields such as drawing or singing. If you want to gain recognitions and encouragements from others too, please be generous enough to praise and encourage others. It is because people will always treat you back in the way you treat them.

Stop Stressing, Start Living!

Lastly, wish everyone Good Luck and All the Best in their coming quizzes, tests or final exams!

Just try your best but don't give yourself too much stress, ok? Cheers! ;)

Desire for food!!

My desire for food is very high now!!

The story began like this:

After I came back from my holidays and SBE, I didn't feel anything wrong on the first two days. However, my stomach started to go wrong on the third day. I kept running to the toilet after every meal. At first, I thought I had not get used to the food here. However, after two days, things still remained unchanged. Under this circumstances, I asked my sister who stays nearer to me to drive me to see a doctor.

The doctor is a young man who wears spectacles.

Young doctor. (This's just a sample) =P

After the normal checking, he told me that my stomach was too weak and could not accept food which were unhygienic. As a result, he gave me four types of medicine and advised me to avoid from eating food that are oily, contain carbohydrates etc for two days. The food that I can take consists of fish porridge, mee hoon soup and mee sua soup. The rest, I can't eat! For drinks, the only drink that I should drink is plain water.

Yes, it is only TWO days. I told myself like that at first. Nevertheless, I begin to feel helpless for this situation as I miss a lot of food and drinks. Chocolate, Sushi, Tomyam, Spicy food, Hotdog, Pizza, Mushroom Soup, Milo, Teh etc are the food and drinks that keep coming up to my mind. I can feel tasteless on my tongue. How I wish the two days can pass earlier and faster.

Delicious Chocolate!!

Hotdog!!

Well, despite the desire, it is actually another small test in life. It tests my patience and persistence. God chooses me again because He wants to let me know how far is my limitation. Yeah, so, be strong!

You are what you eat!

*PS: Please remember you are what you eat. Think twice before you eat the food. Never practice "I eat what I like". Should tell yourself: "I like what I eat". LOL. Have a nice day. :)

Be happy always!

Oh! The one week holidays has almost come to the end!
Did I enjoy it? Yes, I did! hehe..

Well, things that happened recently have somehow taught me some lessons about life. I'm glad to have one week holidays to calm down my nerves and make something clear.

People come to our life with different purposes; some come as a blessing whereas some come as a lesson. I'm glad to meet both kind of people as they make me have a better understanding about life. From them, I learnt that being sad all the time is useless as they will not even bother you even though they are the one who make you cry. Just be happy and laugh to your life even though you are in the midst of hardship. Then, you will find another positive side of the incident. :)

YOLO! You only live once!

So, don't be sad for little things but be happy and grateful for the little things you have in life! =)

Lastly, it's almost the end of the holidays! I'm happy to be back in college soon as I have already been recharged in my hometown. It's time to have another round of getting new experiences! Looking forward for both SBE and BIG camp! Cheers! ;)

Be happy!

It's me again!! I feel good whenever I come up to this place for I can voice out my feelings and opinions.

I know it is not good to keep everything inside my heart without telling anyone. But, I have to do so to avoid misunderstandings with people as my friends advised me. In addition, someone asked me not to be too sensitive. There is a saying goes by, "A leopard can't change its spots." I think being too sensitive is a part of my characteristics which I feel hard to change. Nevertheless, I will try. ;)

So, I'm here to announce that I assign a new task for myself recently, which is laughing out loud for two minutes or above in every single day of my life. It is not the world which has chosen you, it is YOU yourself who have chosen the world. So, instead of crying everyday, I should laugh everyday and live my life to the fullest! =D

Wish you Happy everyday!! :)

Don't be too good!

Yeah, it's me to be here again. It seems like have been "ages" that I did not update my blog because I'm busy with my life in campus recently. As usual, assignments start flooding my life after few weeks of lecturers. Fortunately, I begin to adapt this kind of lifestyle. Hehe.. =P So far, I have finished 2 assignments; I think 5 more to go. Jia You!! =D

Today, I face some obstacles in life again. Sometimes, I will think like I might imagine myself to be too capable which does not suit my level actually. I thought I have done good enough in certain area. Yet, some people still think it is not good enough or I have done it wrongly. Yes, I agree that I am not that perfect. ;') But I promise I have always been trying my best no matter what.

Someone advised me not to be others' SPY today...

WHAT?? SPY??? It sounded really humiliate because I can swear to God that I have always tried my best to avoid talking something bad in front of the two parties eventhough I dislike certain people's behaviour. Yes, I DISLIKE their behaviour because they seldom think twice before they take any action. For god's sake, I never complain them in front of another party. I just keep telling myself to try to understand them. Still, somebody has stabbed me with a knife behind. I wonder how, I wonder why. Why he or she wants to do that? Is there any benefit by doing so? Does making me sad make him or her a better person?

How I wish I could reveal their true colours to others! But someone advised me not to tell because it will only make things become worse. I wonder how, I wonder why... Why can't I be selfish sometimes just to show my true feelings?? Why should I care for others' feelings all the time when others do not care about my feelings at all. What makes they have the right to just say anything they want without considering others' feelings? Because of their childishness?

Someone said that I might be easily cheated to be a spy because I have been TOO GOOD and TOO HONEST.. So, my advice to everyone is "Don't be too good as it seems like being too good can be considered as a crime too in my case."

I hope everything will be fine soon. I told myself," No matter what happens, you still have to stay close to the schedule as Time and tide waits for no men." So, be strong! And believe that time will prove my dignity.

Lost in life direction temporarily

Sometimes, I wonder what is the purpose of living in this world?
To contribute something? To achieve something? To entertain someone?
I've so many hows and whys...
Can someone explain to me?

I wonder...

When I was young, I thought studying in a university would be a fantastic thing.

Studying in university.
*This picture is not me. =P

However, after studying in this college for one and a half year, I start to find out that it is actually a quite boring life here. I just keep repeating the same things for every semester: starting a new semester with new subjects, attending lectures for few weeks, doing presentations and readings, assignments begin to flood our life, working so hard on assignments, submitting the assignments on time, preparing for final examination, sitting for final exam, enjoying holidays, checking results... As a typical Gemini, I feel bored to the repetition easily... =P

Proud to be a Gemini!

At the same time, I find out that the more we grow, the more complicated the world is. People who come with smile might not really like you. Yet, they might come with a knife. At the same time, people who seem like don't really care about you might help you in the nick of the time. In order to protect myself, I have to learn to face the public with a mask. I have to try not to show my true feelings to all people. For example, I've to smile even when I'm really angry with that person. Never let my tears down in front of the public even I'm really sad for being criticised by certain people. It is really a tiring job!

Wearing a mask is really tiring...

Nevertheless, thanks god for at least I still have someone who I can express my true feelings with and a space where I can write my own feelings towards certain things. Teehee... :)

Hugs make me warm.

Learning makes life interesting!

Before I start "nagging" at here, I would like to welcome Year 2014!
Year 2014, thank you for coming into my life. ;)

Year 2014 is a new journey in my life as I am going to be 20 soon when my birthday comes later. :)

In this new year, I will try more and more things that I have not tried before because it is good to learn new things in life. hehe..

Guess what I have tried today...

It's swimming!!
As I was almost drowned by the lake before, I am afraid of water since that time. I love swimming and enjoy watching people swimming but I dared not to try. However, I have made my first step today by learning how to float on the water. It's really a good try. I have tried few times before I successfully float on the water. hehe.. =D When I was floating on the water, I found that it was a nice feeling to float on the water and watch the sky. It was really enjoyable!!

Actually it is a must for me to learn swimming as a future teacher because teachers nowadays have to learn everything to make sure that he/she can protect his/her students from any dangerous. In March later, I will go to a camp which is named as BIG that will train us on the co-curriculum field. I'm looking forward for it! ;)

By the way, I went to learn a new game which was Diabolo (sometimes called as Chinese Yoyo) yesterday. I had learnt two patterns of playing the Diabolo in two hours time. It made me feel interesting and I would like to try on this game more. =) So, I am on for the next lesson. hehe..