Sometimes, I wonder what is the purpose of living in this world?
To contribute something? To achieve something? To entertain someone?
I've so many hows and whys...
Can someone explain to me?
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| I wonder... |
When I was young, I thought studying in a university would be a fantastic thing.
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| Studying in university. *This picture is not me. =P |
However, after studying in this college for one and a half year, I start to find out that it is actually a quite boring life here. I just keep repeating the same things for every semester: starting a new semester with new subjects, attending lectures for few weeks, doing presentations and readings, assignments begin to flood our life, working so hard on assignments, submitting the assignments on time, preparing for final examination, sitting for final exam, enjoying holidays, checking results... As a typical Gemini, I feel bored to the repetition easily... =P
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| Proud to be a Gemini! |
At the same time, I find out that the more we grow, the more complicated the world is. People who come with smile might not really like you. Yet, they might come with a knife. At the same time, people who seem like don't really care about you might help you in the nick of the time. In order to protect myself, I have to learn to face the public with a mask. I have to try not to show my true feelings to all people. For example, I've to smile even when I'm really angry with that person. Never let my tears down in front of the public even I'm really sad for being criticised by certain people. It is really a tiring job!
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| Wearing a mask is really tiring... |
Nevertheless, thanks god for at least I still have someone who I can express my true feelings with and a space where I can write my own feelings towards certain things. Teehee... :)
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| Hugs make me warm. |
